It's a 1-way street

u know how the-more-works-u-got-the-more-u-wana-write-a-post virus always infect me.. esp during this crucial hours im currently enduring. its so happened that amal did a cambes survey and i feel like doing it but its got many many questions. but im in the middle of kebuntuan like im in a dead end regarding my fyp so i thought ah no harm doing a survey kan. ... eh on a second thought, if i layan this survey thingy i might be regretting it the rest of my life especially since tomorrow i have to see my s.v and he wants to see my thesis writing and im still not done doing it and some more my programs still cant execute (yeah, still cannot ok).. argh. there. indecisive me. not answering amal's survey but still can write a post. is it not the same thing? i guess somebody needs to change my blogger password so that i cant blog anymore. not for the time being.. FYP = final year pain

You know.. One morning, something can change, something has changed.. You turn your face, your eyes, your heart and your hopes towards another Reality. One instant, one second, far from human beings, from their doubts, from their wounds. And the Universe speaks to you of the heart of its evidences: "Verily, in the creation of the heavens and the earth, and in the succession of night and day there are indeed signs for people of understanding" You know.. And you come back to yourself.. to the heart of your inner universe. It is never easy.. this quest for meaning, for simplicity. To forget your doubts, your weaknesses, your wounds, your tears, your failures.. and to find in yourself the authentic question, your secrete sincerity, your fragility. Alone, in a silence that belongs only to you, simply, softly, tenderly. To find yourself again.. in the sacred place that He alone knows, and you. "We shall show them our signs in the horizons and in themselves so that it will beco...

cis cis.. beraniii baru 2 hari je pun.. tapi dah nak gali2 folder gamba?! smaller smaller pics: luqman jakun ngan webcam bigger pic: luqman jakun ngan floating candle biggest pic: luqman jakun ngan kamera iqbal yg langsung tak jakun sementare tunggu umi die. hahaha. haih.. dah dah. banyak keje gi buat keje.

look i dont know who albert camus is, but he once wrote this.. "Blessed are the hearts that can bend. They shall never be broken" but i wonder if there's no breaking, then there's no healing if there's no healing, then there's no learning and if there's no learning, then there's no struggling but the struggle is a part of life so must all hearts be broken? *tiru dan tampal dari one tree hill :D* ++++ anyway luqmumbles and iqbubbles gone to delft already.. T_T will write more on that later. but people always leave, right.

decided to put something on top of the previous post. the election heat has cooled down. haha.. i was overwhelmingly stressed out yesterday friday. and u dont wana know why. in spite of those nerve-wrecking punye hal, heres 3 beautiful things happened yesterday: 1. tame was back for a few weeks. but i dont see him yet. next week la (tak saba nak balik!) and he got me a jubah and a perfume. tengkiuuu. eh! jazakallahu khairan :D 2. nisa asked me to cut her hair.. fuuuuh felt soo relieve to have cut something! esp mase tengah stress2! 3. had an org gile laugh at kak ina's. hahaha. sekian. but that was yesterday's story. today's story, we had fuunnn at Teja. see my usm has 2 residential colleges, namely Jaya (where cute n hot xy's are residing) and Lembaran (my place, together with lots of other girls and not so cool guys). (i think jaya and lembaran are just weird to name a residential college?) today and tomorrow sunday theres this carnival organized by Jaya residents. i...

++ viewer's discretion is advised ++ sorry but the heat is still there. hihi. wah, the best election in the history of mankind, so far. i mean, even thousands of phantom voters cannot beat suara rakyat. Makkal Sakthi! (i hope in the next 4 yrs the election will be better) hahah. ok its not like BA totally won over the government. at least this year's election the proponents only won simple majority. not two third majority. nothing in the history of malaysia has ever written that. undi adalah rahsia. dont try this at home. im especially excited and delighted because it was my first time and my votes counted and also contributed to the winning of PKR in the ampang parliament and bukit antarabangsa state assemblies (DUN). a big congrats to all of my parents' friends who were bertanding and won. esp to dr Lo' Lo' and pakcik abu urwah and pakcik abu iman (dan ramai lagi yg saye tidak berape ingat name mereke hihi) . in KL there are so many many BA supporters (esp PAS an...

hoho.. cartoons always said it better. ever heard of the 100 something golden citizens still out there waiting for the big election day to go out and vote? haha.. welcome to Bolehland, where everything is Boleh. even if u were born in 1889 and dead , voting also cannn.. oh and speaking of which, i never registered in the SPR before, but when they IM around the one about SPR and old voters, i tried to type in my ic number. for saje2. and guess what guess what.. gile ah! selame ni aku jadi pengundi hantu! hahaha.. and therefore, my dear viewers, tomorow i really have to cast a vote myself also la. alang2 dah ade orang baik hati tolong registerkan, baik la aku gi vote sendiri. and i was really touched by Mael's post in his blog.. ... Ustaz tersebut berbicara mengenai seorang pencuri yang dibicara didepan Allah s.w.t di padang Masyhar.Ditanya oleh Allah s.w.t kepada si pencuri walaupun Allah maha mengetahui akan segala sesuatu yang dilakukan oleh hamba-hambanya, ; " Wahai si polan...

omg i totally forgot to write a post yesterday. since 29th of february was a leap day, by right, it only comes once in 4 year la. i shouldve done something memorable la yesterday. like, u know, fix a broken watch or something. so that i can look back in 4 years and say, "hey today, 4 years ago i was ... .. for the first time!" ha like that la. adoi la.. so whats up people. recently ive been living my life in the lab ( several days ago i just realized that i only had appx one month to complete my fyp :-O ) i even have personalized one of the pc, i name it F4. hahaha. ok not F4, F shi. its just F4, and the pcs next to it are F5, F6, F7.. haha. last night i saw Sydney White with 7 dorks. a modern age version of Snow White with 7 dwarves. and do u know that there are no penguins in north pole. polar bears are there. penguins live only in the south. during mating season, apart from stretching out its flippers and shouting out loud to seek attention, the male penguin will look al...