It's a 1-way street

you know how some people mistakenly taking their pics on camera without realizing that its actually on video mode? this happens on regular basis and nothing surprising about it. but somehow i find it cute when Aiman was one of those people :) he was trying to put up his best smile so hard that in the end he looked like a halloween pumpkin with crooked teeth. hahaha. oh he is 7 this year. makes me sound a lot older than other mid 20s people without nephews. ++ is this a kind of crap? i just realized that if i wana do something, anything, might as well make it beneficial. to me, or to others. and this applies to this blog as well. therefore, crap-less entries are to be expected after this. hahaha well it all depends on how you define "c r a p". p/s: somehow im grateful that i dont have nieces (yet).

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the weight is a gift. weight, as in, heaviness, as in, w = mass x gravity acceleration, is actually a gift. its a gift disguised as the weight burdened on your shoulder. so people if u think ur carrying enough weights on your back, fret not, because u know what ur actually carrying :) just so u know. p/s: "the weight is a gift" is actually the album name from nada surf. taken from oth. haha

i just woke up one hour ago. 1 in the morning. with a growling stomach. first thing i did was checking out what time is it. and what day. crap, is it monday already? fuh, its still sunday, as in, belum subuh isnin, but yeah, it is monday already. i fell asleep right after maghrib straight to 1 in the morning. no surprise there. today i had enough of lonnggg sleep. wonder if tomorrow im going to be still yawning every now and then at work? i mean, is excessive sleeping going to make us more sleepy? oh sleepyhead. turns out my parents also just woke up. alaks still in the living room, doing "work" and work with headphones on. usual scene. my bro also is still up. im indeed living in 7-11. weekends should not necessarily mean taking proper bath 2 or 3 times a day, right? and zero time a day is totally not that bad either? or is it just me? haha gile pengotor. wow, free2 jatuh saham. ok now, unread this entry. p/s: i have a fren who has troubles spelling "mengigau" corr...

*Edited my parents arent home for the weekend. shudve thrown a wild party last nite. haha? kau ingat kau orang putih? ++ yesterday nite, i went to a qiam program with isma sisters. been awhile (a long while, sigh ) since i last woke up at early dawn and do sunat prayers. (and not bangun terkejut and crap, tak solat isyak lagi!) alhamdulillah i was given this chance, but so teruk of me, kena orang ajak baru rajin? and the program was good. i like seeing new, great people. i saw some girls about my age, god, almost all of them have commitment rings already on their fingers? haha, ok not even funny, and thats not exactly my point right now. anyways, there was a tazkirah about how girls can easily be the fitnah if we dont jaga our dignity in our daily lives. and that we shud keep our interactions at the very2 minimum level with non mahram guys. hm right, noted. but this kind of reminded me of my student days during undergrad where girls are of very little minor in my class and we have grow...

ive been tagged by alak (again). this is the initial instruction:- 1. Go to your photo folder in your computer. 2. Go to 6th folder of photos. 3. Go to 6th picture in that folder. 4. Put the picture on your blog and description of it. 5. Invite 6 friends to join the challenge. 6. Link them in your blog and let them know that they have been challenged. ++ well since i have too many folders of pictures, i chose family pics folder lah. its my sister-in-law kakngah and this pic was taken way back last year at kfc wangsa maju. balik2 keje, tibe2 kakngah ajak makan kfc, die nak belanja. ape lagi kan. ++ too overdosed with tags eh, my blog, lately. im thinking of changing its layout, my blog. but i havent yet found a suitable layout for it. i want it to be simple, readable, but not too plain and monotone, but not too multicolored as well. not many pictures, but some cute pics might do. but on a second thought maybe cooler pictures are better over cute pictures. but what kind of picture...

if its only an illusion (a damn beautiful illusion), if it comes with an early expiration date, if one day its going to leave u alone and rotten eventually, then what is it about it that you chase so much? everyday? and practically not a moment passed without thinking about it? oh im talking about the world. and all of its affairs. and im disgusted at myself.

100 truth by Uswah (lagi!) Last beverage → lime juice at Mixxx Last phone call → serius hari ni henfon tak bunyi! saye duduk dalam gua wei Last text message → from maxis (wtk?) Last song you listened to → whats that song, by jason something2 Last time you cried → cant remember HAVE YOU EVER: Dated someone twice → no Been cheated → yes Kissed someone & regretted it → no Lost someone special→ yes i guess IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU: Fallen out of love → im not sure Laughed until you cried → of koss Met someone who changed your life → yeah kinda. but not really life-changing. but it changed the way i perceive things in life Found out someone was talking about you → yes. on msn lagi haha How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? → top friends where? How many kids do you want to have → i dont know. but i want more sons than daughters Do you have any pets → no Do you want to change your name → kinda pelik if people call me other than my name What time did you wake up t...

finally. my heart is at rest. peacefully. subhanallah. got chills?

Which one is worse. A: Being an idiot. B: Looking like an idiot.       .. Answer: C: Both.

The Show - Lenka this is the kind of song to listen to when ur driving alone on a breezy sunday morning in a convertible with one hand on the wheel, angin2 and all. hehe thats almost ideally impossible, considering the real situation is its now monday night and you are glued to this lcd when you really should sleep early to wake up early to reach the office early so that you can go home early. works kinda good lately, especially when im having a genius working partner who is extremely helpful which sometimes results to me looking like an idiot. haha? good night! p/s: do u have something to sleep to? its good if u do, u know. p/p/s: oh my camera is broken. and a part of me is like, broken too.