dont hate

*clears throat*
salam.

u know a few months back when i was in my final year, our school had this "turbulence" (lets call it T-thing la) going around. and it was believed that the culprit of this T-thing was DZ. i wasnt affected by this T-thing pun, just that i wanted to be a part of the scene so much that i also joined anti-DZ club. i heard shits about him often. but i never talked to him, never even saw him. i simply hated him because everybody did.

one day at a school annual dinner, he was there. but i saw him vaguely because i was like 50m apart. he gave speech. i liked. and thats it.

everyday people shitted him. i didnt care.

the other day i attended a 5-day course.
day 3, he was there, giving a brief lecture about vibration. i thought of skipping that session. but then, alamak, DK ade pulak, pegi je la.

and u know wat, i actually enjoyed his lecture. that was the first time i saw him upclose. ok la not la that upclose, but there were us in a confined room. like a class room. like an everyday lecture. interesting. he was the kind of person that can explain how an engine works at a dinner table. he was good. i mean, he is good. and peramah also. very peramah one.

after the tea break (which he joined us in the coffee room and borak2 and yes la he was nice ;a to us), the session was continued, but i couldnt go (i wanted to) because something2 came up. and i missed the afternoon session too, in the vibration lab (waaa nisa said that session was fun)

day 5, penyampaian sijil. he was there. i wasnt. aaaa nyesal2. i mean, i really looked forward to attend anything yg dia ada. he even gave a speech oh that day. nyesal gi lambat. haha

and now, presently, i heard the T-thing is over. and DZ had resolved things the way the minorities (us) wanted to, and thats wat he's supposed to do pun kan, hes the "orang besar". and so yes. i dont hate him anymore. (and i wont see him anymore pun hahah)

mangsa keadaan. huu sori2.

ok haha its nothing la ekceli.
but moral of the story, dont randomly hate people just because everybody else does. haha. tau tak tu buruk perangai namenye.

heres a quote he used to say, probably taken from a hadis or kata2 ulama' (i dont know). macam bes sebab tetibe teringat esq. hee.

من عرف نفسه فقد عرف ربه
siapa yang mengenal dirinya maka dia akan mengenal tuhannya

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