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So I came to a conclusion that bloggers are lonely. Not the kind of depressed and dangerous loner, but just innocent and harmless jela. They just need to share something. Haha it still sounds sad either way. Ok please slap me if I'm wrong. But it kinda happened to me. When I was single, I blogged. I got married, husband was away the whole time, I blogged. Now that husband came back a month ago, I never blogged dah (not to mention I gained 4 kg in just a month).

And now, despite the fact that I dread working (at night), I'm still in the office. Alone, and while running the autotune for the motion system, I blog. Point proven for loner blogger. So much for quitting eh. This month is crazy. I was assigned to handle this engine project, not remembering that I'm not as light and energetic as before, I just nodded to JP agreeing to do this. Skrg terimalah padahnye.

For the past 7 months, I've gained 10 kg. The doctor told me not to exceed another 2kg for the next 2 months. Oh no now how to eat meh. My appetite has grown tremendously since I got pregnant. Oh, yes, I'm pregnant! (Boo, old news :p) Alhamdulillah walhamdulillah. Hehe. I think I must be the most ignorant and selfish expectant mother out there. Biological clock had gone haywire since long ago. I always forgot to take my pills. Waa sorry anakku. Motherhood is still yet to lurk in. I think it'll come naturally when you see your own baby later kot. Tengok ultrasound scan pun takfaham sangat doktor ckp ape. Takdapat visualise which part is which. Is this normal for first time mother? Maybe the fear of delivering the baby is what shadowing the excitement. In fact Hud is more excited than me (daddies are always overreacting, don't you think so). I mean, I am excited, of course, especially when the baby's kicking :) but his excitement macam lagi over than mine. I think it's not fair.

Plans for this year haven't gone too well yet. Planning to quit, suddenly got a special assignment that is due by the end of February (not to mention a sudden increment hoho). Planning to move in a new place, still no rezeki yet :) but alhamdulillah anyway, I've seen the hikmah behind all these already. For this year, I foresee my passport is not gonna be stamped anytime soon. Missed a 2-month trip to Montreal due to this pregnancy. I don't want to bear any risk pun nanti sorang2 kat sane. Plus taknak la berpisah lagi ngan suami tercinte. Hehe. But I think I'm still in a shock due to the fact of how limited things that I am capable of doing now. Jelesnye tengok orang dlm tv berlarian2 bergolek2 kat padang rumput. Cey padahal sebelum ni bukannye aktif sangat pun nak bergolek kat padang rumput setiap hari.

Ok. Baru perasan shoutbox kat sebelah tu dah expired.

BTW, my iPod is officially dead. As in dead dead. Looks more like a stoned metal brick now than a very very useful piece of gadget. Sedihnye. Haritu masa Apple ade sale 10% discount on all items for one day, saye sudah termiss. Goodbye dear loyal best friend. You'll be missed sorely.